For backdrop read my 2-24 post, “Abortion as birth control: Porn star kills 4th baby; may have been Sheen’s.”

This is such a tragedy. From Pop Eater today:

[Charlie] Sheen’s porn star pal Kacey Jordan, with whom he allegedly partied during the January binge that culminated in a trip to the hospital, began tweeting messages that indicated a very disturbed mental state prior to her admission at Chicago’s Northwestern Memorial Hospital today, according to RadarOnline.com.

Jordan, whose real name is Courtney Roskop, wrote, “I just snorted a fat line,” followed by admissions “i’ve over done it… the more i do…i keep passing out… i just pray i wake up each time” and “i keep fainting. i guess i’ll have to do more and see what that does.”

The XXX star, who had an abortion last month after allegedly becoming pregnant with Sheen’s child, wrote, “i took a bunch of pills…drank a hotel size bottle of jack… stumbled to the bathroom to weigh myself………86 lbs,” following which hotel staff allegedly raided her room.

As to her reasons for the disturbing behavior, Jordan described, “those 16 hours i was with charlie sheen… messed me up… i can’t get that image out of my head… i think i keep trying to feel his pain.”

According to TMZ, when police arrived on the scene, Jordan was surrounded by pill bottles and broken glass and even tried to cut herself with a corkscrew when authorities tried to speak to her about her seemingly suicidal messages.

Despite her brush with death, Jordan seemed to be back to her old, er, tricks, soon enough, tweeting, “i will be better in no time…I’m Soooo bored in this hospital bed! I wanna have someone save me… And kpuff doesn’t have underwear?!!”

Added the Examiner.com yesterday:

Kacey Jordan was hospitalized Friday for severe dehydration and alcohol poisoning, but headed back out on the Chicago party circuit Saturday afternoon as evidenced by a series of TwitPics.

Reading her tweets. This girl seems to want to die. She’s so lost. This is really sad.

[Hat tip: Sarah M.]